Uggh… Need to find something new to do.
Need to find some sort of hobby to take up my spare time. Bored me isn’t a good me. It is too hot outside and I am too lazy for most of the outdoor activities. (Never mind the foot issue.) Might go buy one of those mini-ITX boards and try and build a computer in to some weird case mod. Either that or learn to write an app for my Blackberry. Nothing spectacular just something to do. It’s either that or go back to vegging out in front of the TV and that has paid off in pounds.
I don’t get it. Last year I did the same damn thing as what I am doing now and was able to drop 30 pounds. I was hoping to be able to do that on and off over the next couple of years and make long term progress. But right now I can’t seem to get any headway. Between my shins, ankle and feet versus work sucking, I don’t know which to try and blame. (Of course I read that last sentence and think to myself that all of those have me in common so what should I REALLY blame.) With Shannon gone for a week I am going to focus on getting some stuff straight. Maybe without the distraction I can figure out what is different now versus then.
The only good thing I can say is that we have the money squared away for the adoption now. Shannon and I can’t agree on when to start the process though. I want a few more attempts at IUI’s and she is ready to throw in the towel. I think the happy middle ground is going to be one more attempt and if it doesn’t work we start the process but continue doing IUI’s as well. Just feels like we are giving up a little.